Insecure

Got my NS letter...and went to do deferral thingy..5mins kao tim d...KNS!!

I'm really lost...or insecure?..
shud just follow my heart..wait..

Salute~

STUDY!!

SCRew it Screw it SCrew it Screw it!! it comes and goes around my mind..
Justin's song XD

Persevere~

Good news --> DAP proposed to the government to abolish NS immediately..Woo woo~
*clap clap* still pending..but please..god!! make it fast before my letter comes XD it's already mid of May and my NS is on mid of June? And the fucking letter is not here yet?..i cant do my defer stuff..T-T i M so not gona stop my studies halfway mannn!!

K la..back to studies~~ *huggs*

Hand itchy go create another blog..

http://waynessm.livejournal.com --> supposed to be a 'private' blog..
BUT ARGH!! screw it~
i don feel like hiding anything back there..so..yeah~

Faster come back ya!!

'faster come back ya'..it's a sentence that i wished to tell my mom before she left..Damn..sleepy piggy..cant get up on time..so she left without even telling me =.= hMph!

muahaha..

I miss mummy..

She's now on a trip to somewhere else which i didn't even bother to ask..
bah...not going to see her for 4 days...
When i was still in bed this morning..i can still hear her voice..
But i woke up..she's gone...* gone as in she left for her trip tingy k..

Hmm..wonder how am i going to survive since mummy forgot about my weekly expenses =.=
pergi travel and have fun..fgt bout me pula.. =.=
Luckily this week no college..only one day exam..but GOD damn it..i can hardly control myself honestly...

Any good plans for saving??...Tsuzenne's RRR method would be great but leme think bout it again and again first =)

Exam~~~ no failure..i don allow me myself to get lower than 75(acc), 80+ (Macro)
Macro is wet wet water only..piece of cake work...nothing much to worry..
STUPID ACC...Ang mo english..cant even understand everything no matter how many turns i had been reading it..Bugger!

Some random post that touches my heart XD

When a GIRL is quiet ...

millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ...
she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ...
she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ...
she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you ...
she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest ...
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday...
she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says " I love you " ...
she means it.
When a GIRL says " I miss you " ...
no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

Random

What is one thing you MUST do before you go to bed at night?

Me appreciate time(greedy)..therefore, wouldnt do only one thing =) haha

* Brush my teeth =)
* miss someone deep in my heart...
* set my alarm
* Make a wish list for the next day =)
* Give a big hug to my teddy bear
* Conclude for the day

Happenings =)

+COMING UP HAPPENINGS +

Auto Fiesta 2008
Venue - Metropolitan COllege
Date - 10th May
Time - 4pm onwards

Roxy Summer Splash~
Venue - Sunway Lagoon
Date - June 7
Time - 1pm onwards

BLOGS

Haha..Reading back the blogs that I created.

www.krztal.blogspot.com
www.krzsche.blogdrive.com
http://nanaosaka.livejournal.com
www.liveinserenity.blogspot.com


ALmost each of them represents a guy that Im connected with..
haha..I wished this is the last blog that i m using..
After reading them again..I realized that..I lived a cute life..
Dun get wat cute life means? ^^
Go check it out urself la..
MUAHAHAHAHA =)

Earlier creation..

HMM...the background sound isnt that good..mum and uncle were chatting there =.=
POTONG STEAM!! Sure i can play better in real..

Hope ya like it ^^
Lyrics will be uploaded soon..
*cheers*

#chorus#

Like the wind that blows away
Like the star that shines all night~~~
* i uploaded the chorus in earlier post
if any of you interested~
go check it out yourself la =.=
muahaha

IMPORTANT NOTIFICATION!!

Just to update you guys that I actually saw Ms. Rupa during my healthy jog in the evening..enjoying sunset..blah blah blah..haha..

There'll be a consultation from her on dis coming thurs..
so..eventho it's already "holiday"..please drop by college for the new format of the exam..

Things that i m cleared are that it has changed from 5questions to 8Q!!!
Damn it..
And Budgeting is coming out..when she told me about that..i was blured...DID we Study budgeting o.O..
OMG!! PANIC!! dun even know what i've studied..I m SO not gona fail or pass my accounting..cuz i wan DISTINCTION..or HIGH DISTINCTION...If i gt it, i can gain much Much MUCH freedom..hehe =)

+ Classic +

There was once..
I heard this...

如果你们分开了。。
那么。。
以后那个人的事情就不再跟你有任何的关系了。。
他所做的一切都与你无关了。。

你真的要这样子吗？。。

It's what that hold me till now...
because I don wan it to be happened..

TRUTH PLEASE

I have tons of thoughts in my mind...

But, i just couldnt blog them out..

It's like tied with tons of burdens..

burning flame...

Supposed...I wouldnt trouble myself that much anymore

I will have Plans

I have no more worries that can bring me down..

But now, I have ONE MORE THING to solve

Is that a lesson to be taught?

IS that why u r being so harsh?

I M really fucking pissed when people told me about that..

but..on second thought...i chilled...

I did mistakes...I shouldn't said that..but i really cant control myself..

NOW..
I try to not need guys to pamper me anymore...

But..

Girls that do not need to be pampered...are those who are already spoiled
they are tough..
Drink, smoke, clubbing, cheat....
which is what i wouldnt do for sure...

contradiction...haha

so..tell the truth...